Dovrei essere già a nanna ma aspetto di digerire i burritos di stasera..domattina sveglia alle 5 e tutta la famigliuola in macchina (io, mamma, fratellini, gatto e 6 pesci) pronti ad affrontare il terribile "esodo estivo"..ho già i brividi..caldo afoso, grida di bambini, il gatto che si caca addosso e appesta l'abitacolo, mia Mom crying, millions of cars and blah blah blah .. so I'll drive you 15 hours! hope it does not rain (because I smooth the wheels) and nn gets too hot (because my mom is a headache with air conditioning) I try to force me also because it will be just the tip of an enormous iceberg of mange from resolve ..
Meanwhile, I think .. My heart is fluttering and confused, the nerves affected by ups and downs that continues TROVAN peace and quiet only in long hugs, and hope, so that when I come back, hoping to have solved most of the problems down, I can "relax" and be able to fully experience emotions left in half.
Who knows ..
On the other hand I trust the swing of fate that is not wrong ever .. at least in recent years! By chance I read
taaanto lines of long ago, of excruciating pain and even now dormant .. .. .. love reborn in new forms that are born, lovers who end lives that are born and lives .. ending .. no need to add names, narrow the field for no reason.
not writing for a while ', but I was with you, with some of you, quite intense and I run out there every need and extra sense of communication.
I humbly apologize to all the other course.
I have not even told of the fantastic experience in France-Spain made with really great mom .. .. .. relatively speaking of places serve (the photos are though) is definitely the more you understand, at the end of the journey, How important is a journey, even in the most ordinary travel, a person next to you .. I know .. I've always been a lonely dog, a carefree .. but damn scassaballe see the most beautiful sunsets alone among snowy peaks or deserts is less than enchanted to see it in more mundane places but reflected in the eyes of the person next to you .. (at least for me .. now).
I still feel the scent of your deodorant on my shirt and the close of your hands on my arms
oblivion of my mind I'll be back .. and go to sleep!
a holiday hug to all .. See you in September!
S.
ps
Giusy Shit I guess you're right .. people may think they are serious and murtizzo to read these things!
here is a denial .. I love this song .. you know tiganca true dear ..?!
my favorite is the fat guy in the video with the Barbazza and sunglasses ..
here also a picture that represents me better .. (and I do not drink ..)
